Showing posts with label Religion. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Religion. Show all posts

Thursday, February 22, 2024

My Youth In Perdition

spent my seminary in the bar
preacher pouring brimstone and hellfire
in a holy joke of whiskey blood and
pretzel flesh communion my cup running
over grinning brothers singing barstool hymns
sisters filling up with spirit giving
betrayal with cigarette kisses
bloodshot the windows the passages dim
pilgrimage homeward and lost as a coin
with a need to kneel before the throne
to retch a prayer in penance to atone

Friday, November 17, 2023

Suburban Transcendentalism

after work some strange woman
follows me around asking questions
as i walk downtown
about i don’t know what
i’m not interested
she gets sad and mopes off

in the bar i say hi to my friends
and drink a nice cold beer
staring at the tv blaring out 
some ad for a martial arts course

guy in a white gi leaps and sails 
one foot outstretched
across the long gravel field
the master sitting on the other end
meditation pose
with eyes closed holds up one hand 
for the foot to strike
words on the screen and announcer like
the full-length professional kick

but slow goes awry
the camera veers right
to the trees beyond the field
where rising from the ground
a disoriented man in a penguin suit
dusts himself off and looks around
the announcer says
a god falls

Monday, September 18, 2023

Roadside Memorial

crux of the morning 
driftwood braces grace the gateway 
crosswise and crossed out
a motorcycle ride gone wrong
crosses nailed onto the tree
and flowers by the roadside
the punishment of nothingness 
in the face of eternity

make of me an example oh lord 
where have you gone 
the invisible hand reticent 

so too the garden of earthly delights 
the writing on the stalks there spoke 
with mouths of petaled lips singing
away away go far away 
tend to other gardens 
the seeds will scatter on the wind
and make new land for you 

oh the inevitable sign of life 
that came before him out of the sky 
the clouds had boiled away 
revealing headlight shapes 

but by then it was too late
for all around cracked asphalt smoking 
rusted red in blood and burning wreckage
then only tail lights in the black

Thursday, August 10, 2023

Pennsylvania Dream

the worked hand dry cracked 
bleeds into red rust
shortened days the humming 
head bears houseward
dinner outsourced delivered
bread and cheese
a carbonated 
grain-based alcohol
shore up the mind against
dread for the day
whatever it takes
to get unconscious
counted blessings just
making the ends meet
i guess we made it
things are looking up

Sunday, August 6, 2023

Vacation Day 2 - Tectonic


A little hand held a weathered shard of rock up to me as we were leaving. My four-year old had found a fossil impression of a bivalve today around my mom’s house. I was impressed at its fidelity, and said as much.

My mother witnessed this while standing on her porch and said, “That’s something I don’t understand. How did that get here.”

“This shell fossil?” I asked, not sure if maybe her attention had wandered.

“Yeah. How did all those shell fossils get all the way up here?” She gestured around at the forest, and the hillside where she lives.

Recalling my geologic knowledge from a childhood spent collecting hundreds of similar fossils from the surrounding forest, I explained to my mother that millions of years ago, all the land around her was underwater in a sea created when, hundreds of millions of years before that, the continents of Africa and North America moved apart.

“Underwater? Like Noah and the flood?” She seemed incredulous.

“No, mom. Hundreds of millions of years before that story takes place, in a slow process of continental drift that takes millions of years.” 

I even mentioned how the Appalachian Mountains, this hill, and the hills around it, used to be as big or bigger than the Rockies. They were formed when Africa and North America collided in the first place, but eroded down to what they are now over entire epochs of time.

The look on her face – it was like she thought I was just making shit up to have a laugh at her expense. 

It’s hard, but I have to remember that there are people in the world who don’t know or believe in the theory of plate tectonics. One of those people is my mother.

There’s a poem in there somewhere. 

Be good to each other.
~MS

Monday, July 31, 2023

Phantom Self

soul shaped hole
do you pray to comprehend it
qualify coincidences
repeating names in mirrors
until the murdering ghost appears

until all such superstition is known
the conspiracy of existence
falls to mutable arithmetic
rubs its elicited form against gravity
and shapes a miracle mosaic
of proliferating life

what more magic is needed
what more enticements
will you still cover mirrors at night

Sunday, July 30, 2023

Thalassophobia

marred salvation hard-won brined
in the lachrymose soul of the sea
for the cross we’ve counted a chorus of storms
fraught stories of resurrections
naïve fictions of returning safely home
what fools know could fill an ocean

is there value in this pen
do you find value in your words
queer but passing they say i’m leviathan
beneath the water and waiting
tell me what i bother passing for

god is an ocean 
for peregrinations and absolutions
so many kneeling on the beach
blinded to the indifference of waves

Sunday, July 16, 2023

Taking Down The Muse

i’m not worthy of your praise or worship
my hold on divinity is tenuous at best
flower petals butterfly wings
are near the same substance
those in-betweens are the light
look there for holy things

Thursday, May 18, 2023

Chronos

inexorably moving across the quantifiable background 
we humans in awe projecting onto divine existence
artificial constructs
such as time

this portrayal of passing 
an egg of chaos the constant of change
memory flowing over a ripple warping through space
a literal illusion of time out of mind

Sunday, March 26, 2023

After The Flood

trees stood after the flood 
streets lined with black sticks
covered in cotton candy 
sticky sweet complete
with skittering legs 
and sacks of eggs 
they live on god’s grace
bless them all to hell

Monday, February 6, 2023

War Comes Quietly (Bearing Gifts)

row a small boat away 
on the glorified ocean
by the rarified star
escape the coming reins

a blended carnage of argosies
commerce in lieu of ammunition
a cratered field waiting cultivation

vengeance boils ascends
coalesces until gods are 
displaced bodies of rage

Thursday, February 2, 2023

Vacation

nothing much to look at
spread out reaching
denigrated as basic
the once weather proof front
now patches of gray
where brown paint peels away

inside dark as a dead tooth
with a crucifix hanging 
on the kitchen wall
plated bronze tarnished
tousle-haired children smile
holding up fish
from faded photos in the hall

outside beyond
the yellowed lawn
until dusk
we swim in the ocean

Saturday, December 10, 2022

Suburban Religious Doctrine

god hates a midnight car alarm
and the delusion of a pastoral life
the street is sleepy dark and tree-lined
the violet night is better silent

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